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*Shamziel

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The Fledgling ArtistI have a voice that struggles in a thousand different tones,  Searching for a golden note, a spear to pierce to the heart. The Fledgling Artist
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For YouHave you ever thought about what it means  to be able to fight and keep on fighting?  The moment when the sting of pain  spurs you to action instead of lingering?   
Have you ever thought about the moment  when you cease to desire and start to love?  When the universe splits open like wild fruit in the sun  and its insides are too dazzling to see?   
Have you ever thought that what you dream of  could be exactly where you stood if you let it in?  Has there ever been a fire inside you  that didn't burn, but glowed?   
This is my confession of love to you  because y For You
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The Rebellious ChildThere were times when she could not  keep herself from fidgeting in her starched lace  and frowning through dark eyes  at the murmuring voices of the real ladies in the parlor;  the ones like she wanted to be one day,  even though one last wicked fragment  of her insides pulled her towards other pursuits  and drew her attention to the wide puddles  that had formed beyond the pale yellow curtains,  and begged to be shattered like mirrors. The Rebellious Child
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LossHave you ever been emptied out?  Tipped over like a bottle to spill  all of your precious contents into  a waiting maw, blacker than night,  heedless of what it does to you?  There were shiny paper stars  in me, and gentle warm oceans  that hid palaces of white stone.  Until the light died - and then  all those things came falling out,  once so bright and beautiful,  and broke apart upon contact  with the harsh, polluted void. Loss
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Two-Week Absence

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 7, 2009, 10:14 PM


For the next couple of weeks, I will be getting settled at my new lodgings in Boulder, and learning about the place and the people I will be living and working with. During that time, I will not have access to my laptop, though I may still be able to get on here (briefly) with the in-house computer.

I think it's hard to express the loneliness I feel on the wide internet at times; I feel almost like a speck floating in an ocean, and with no knowledge of when I might be able to touch land and find more life. You people here keep me afloat, but somehow it still doesn't feel like enough.

Maybe I just expect too much of myself. But I will be happy to get away from those expectations for a while.

I love you all, even in the depths of my sadness and struggles. I only wish I could do more for you, and do more for a whole lot of other deviants and whoever else might be out there, lost and waiting, or willing to share ideas.

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  • Current Residence: New York
  • Interests: music, writing, buddhism
  • Favourite movie: Amelie From Montmartre
  • Favourite band or musician: too many to choose
  • Favourite genre of music: asian fusion, celtic, french pop, world
  • Favourite artist: wen-m, shel-yang
  • Favourite photographer: zemotion
  • Favourite style of art: something with lots of colors
  • Operating System: Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Personal Quote: No matter how much time you think there is in the world, there's always more of it.
  • Tools of the Trade: a restless imagination

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Mood: Love ~rungwo Nov 12, 2009, 12:50:15 PM
:heart: I like your works you're an intelligent girl. God bless :floating:
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~KatieRoo Nov 8, 2009, 2:59:30 AM
Hello :)

I know you're not going online lately but I was just wondering how you're doing..I hope all is well where you are :hug:
Everything is fine my end but I haven't updated my page either, too much uni work..
Anyway, take care my dear!

Xxx

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If nobody speaks of remarkable things...
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*Jeneko Oct 15, 2009, 6:17:23 AM
lovely gallery

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Di baleng TAMAD wag lang PAGOD ;D
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~animeponj Oct 14, 2009, 4:29:06 PM
awesome gallery!!:heart:

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See my gallery :D
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*DemonMathiel Sep 28, 2009, 12:48:28 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: :fuzzydemon:

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~NinjaCat4 Sep 24, 2009, 4:13:27 PM
You hyave....an interesting unique talent for writing.....I DW after reading one of ur poems.....hmm.....I might have fun chatting with you =)

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Cherish all you have or it will be lost forever.
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Grunts R cute! ^_^
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Ninjas rule!
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Cats are the best animals eva! =^_^=
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=wenart Sep 14, 2009, 8:58:53 PM
wheee. nice to meet u :D, nice gallery there :)

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~illbemefornow Aug 20, 2009, 7:00:52 AM
Apparently I can't send you emails lol but hope your doing well and seeing this really pleased me:

I will get out of this deadening apartment and into a world where I feel happy.
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*Shamziel Aug 20, 2009, 7:10:34 AM
Thank you... I admit I'm a little confused and ashamed and angry at the moment.

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I believe that if someone's creation is not put out in the world without either fervent joy, fierce hope, heartfelt sorrow, or anger at injustice, it is doomed to failure.

Come check out my dA writing at [link]
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~illbemefornow Aug 20, 2009, 8:11:24 AM
I wrote a poem a little before meeting you called It's still there, and the last para is this:

My dark pleasure will drive me insane ..
I either give in and hate myself whilst creating an alter ego
Denying the truth
Or run away, leaving my mind in the past and my heart cold ..
Longing for the warmth of what it once had

and whatever your going through might not be a "pleasure" but it is fine to deal with problems however you see fit - if that makes sense?
:heart:
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