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Fearful of eyes in the dark
and the reopening of old wounds,
I run towards an uncertain future
in search of a light to guide.
I don't know where I go or why,
I only know that I must get away
from the old things,
from the dirt and the pain
and the interminable darkness.
The dreams won't leave me alone,
always with monsters chasing me
and never coming close.
They still cast a heavy pall of fear,
and somehow I can never run far,
but always end up back where I started,
alone and destitute.
Like a beggar I crawl in dreams,
waiting for the bomb to drop.
It always does...
even if only in the form of a creeping pollution.
It corrodes at my heart, at my innards,
sapping my strength to live and my hopes.
I grasp at what solace I can get,
but hoard it for future days,
because I do not know how long it will last otherwise.
I don't want to have to speak these words.
I don't want to be afraid.
I wish I could gather all that pain, all that pollution,
like a dirty, threadbare cloak,
and fling it off to disintegrate
into harmless debris in the fresh, bright air.
I want to see myself walking forward
instead of running away,
and really believe in the vision.
I want to accept it and not be afraid.
I wish I could lock the happiness in to banish the terror,
but for now I can only wait.
Things must come. They must.
I have to continue believing.
Otherwise, nothing is worth anything at all.
and the reopening of old wounds,
I run towards an uncertain future
in search of a light to guide.
I don't know where I go or why,
I only know that I must get away
from the old things,
from the dirt and the pain
and the interminable darkness.
The dreams won't leave me alone,
always with monsters chasing me
and never coming close.
They still cast a heavy pall of fear,
and somehow I can never run far,
but always end up back where I started,
alone and destitute.
Like a beggar I crawl in dreams,
waiting for the bomb to drop.
It always does...
even if only in the form of a creeping pollution.
It corrodes at my heart, at my innards,
sapping my strength to live and my hopes.
I grasp at what solace I can get,
but hoard it for future days,
because I do not know how long it will last otherwise.
I don't want to have to speak these words.
I don't want to be afraid.
I wish I could gather all that pain, all that pollution,
like a dirty, threadbare cloak,
and fling it off to disintegrate
into harmless debris in the fresh, bright air.
I want to see myself walking forward
instead of running away,
and really believe in the vision.
I want to accept it and not be afraid.
I wish I could lock the happiness in to banish the terror,
but for now I can only wait.
Things must come. They must.
I have to continue believing.
Otherwise, nothing is worth anything at all.
Literature
Burning Butterflies
By the end of the second week, we had little choice but to take a shotgun approach. The fault of this circumstance lay solely in our hands, rough with procrastination. We had held off on beginning the project through sheer self-interest, our thoughts divided from the task much, if not more so, then our individual attentions to the course. I had taken the course in hopes of finding some significance in my career path. She was simply bored by hard science and statistics. In terms of inspiration and drive, both of us would be found decidedly wanting. In the end, that's what drove our two desks, separated by the margin of twelve other
Literature
winter's child
feathered grey and frail
as smoke; this girl
(she's only seventeen)
spoke in perfect fourths
and whispered thoughts
of winter's burden and
an autumn's fall
a delicate crystal snowflake
child; this girl
(she looks so young)
smiled with bruises in her eyes and
promises on her tongue but
all who chanced a look
saw grief
and carried on
what a shame that
such a girl
(she'll never grow old)
who dreamed of catching the
fallen in her pocket and
nursing them back
to the sky
was bound to the earth
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Story of a boy
Youve gotta be shittin' me. I wasted a weekend for this!?
Sometimes, I wish Id known what he was. I wish Id known that he was standing with me, holding my hand, pulling me up, and letting me fall right into his arms. I want him back. Tears ran down her cheek, but they couldnt be seen from the stands.
At this point, my mind disengaged from her speech, and I took to staring at the other people in the crowd. Many of them had drowsy eyes too, I wasnt surprised that they were bored. This girl was just repeating herself
I whispered to my neighbor, This girl just cant shut up, can she?
An old piece.
© 2010 - 2024 Shamziel
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A great teacher once said: "Difficulties only challenge those who have the ability to overcome them." Keep moving forward Shamziel, no matter what pace you're going at, you will get there eventually.